Barnacles

so im not too sure why this post is called what its called, but hell just roll with it! =) (actually a Spongebob reference but feel free to make your own analogies on what it means)

so ive seemed to have run into a string of problems of late that i feel i need to express to the group (metaphorically speaking) and while i have a small readership (of 1 ;-) ) im just gonna put this out there and see what happens.

Problem 1 -  Nanowrimo - now im full to the brim with ideas and won't deny that my imagination is a little bit out of control, but thats not the issue here, the main problem im having with nanowrimo is the urge to keep writing and stay focused on the job at hand. Now im not the greatest when it come to concentration and i frequently procastinate (for example this simple blog post is going to take me about 3 hours to write on and off. EDIT: coming back to complete this 2 weeks after i started it, should show you my problem =/) and its this issue i contend with and due to i have fallen severly behind in nanowrimo and desperatly need to catch up.

Problem 2 - Love - Now as you may have seen my recent vlog on the Fellowship of the Ning about how ive never had a girlfriend and never even been kissed by a girl, you may get where this comes from. Now ive never been sure how to interact with women that im attracted to, just treat them like you would any other friend and hope for the best has what ive gone with so far and tbh its been supremly ineffective =/ so i need a new plan, desperatly so as im still newish in the college enviroment and people haven't figured out how wierd i am yet, so that gives me an edge (so to speak =P) Now as ive also said in the Fellowship vlog, ive got my eye on a few people and seem to be getting somewhere with one of them, but i just have no clue what effect ive had so far, whether she's actually interested or if ive creeped her out like so many before her. =S so this is my dilemma and advice is always appreciated if you deem it fit to be given =)

Problem 3 - Laziness/Sloth - I am a lazy person, i know and admit that. There are a thousand possible ways i could be better spending my time, but i don't, perfectally (physically) content to carry on doing nothing, while my mind regales against it with avengence. The problem i think is that society has eliminated the need for us to go outside, perfering to stable-herd us into our homes and fill it with conviences that distract us and prevent us from actually needing to go outside. Even this laptop that i am writing this on is included on that list as it elimates the need to socially physically interact via the means of facebook & twitter and while it does have it merits as a communtity grouping device (i.e - youtubers) i sometimes long for days long past where people actually had to do all of thier communication face-to-face or by letter (or that could just be from playing too much Assassins Creed =D)


there are thousand more issues i could mention and explain, but i have neither the attention span nor the energy to do any more (probably more my laziness playing its role again =( ) so feel free to comment and give me some responses.

DFTBA